Everything's going wrong and nothing's gonna go right! The outcome of everything I do turns out so bad when I put in so much efforts and hard work. Do you people even see me trying? I DID. but were your there encouraging and pushing me? No. All your do is to criticise me. I know I'm lousy but AT LEAST IM STILL TRYING! All these are making me give up on every single thing! I'm just so pissed and sad + disappointed in myself. I really wish I could cry on the bus now. )':