I was really sad today but I didn't show it cos I know I shouldn't. I can't get that question of my mind. I just want to know it asap and know what's happening. Idk what to do next. It's goddamn confusing. Idk.. I couldn't focus during cca and lessons at all. Idk how am I suppose to survive the next few days.

Tons of math questions I have no idea how to do at all. Urgg this sucks. Tuition work undone. I'm just gonna tell teacher that I've no time to do and idk how and hopefully she'll reteach it again! Especially the long division part of polynomial x.x I don't get it when I read through the working teacher showed me :/

I just find myself a failure at every single thing I do. I dont do well in any of them. Sigh, this is depressing..